I wish it were true when they say time helps heal
it feels like despair is the only thing I feel
I wish I had more time
or yet another chance
maybe just a sign
to help me advance

I was wrong, I was the one to blame
what good's admitting if doesn't numb the pain
it is not easy, it eats away to know
that everyday without you drags by so slow
meaningless, what I'd do to get you back
give away my soul, fix all I lack

keep daydreaming of a nightmare that just won't go away
I need to wake up and shake off all of the things that
weigh
my mind is crumbling 
and thoughts keep fumbling
can't seem to get level keep
falling and stumbling