I wish you were there for me when no one was when I said
that I love you there was no love back. When you said that
you loved me it wasn't sincere but yet when you told my
brothers that you loved them it was Meanful It was Powerful
It was Likeable It was something that I wanted . My love for
you is still sincere even when you say " John I hate you ".
My love for you is still sincere even when you beat me .  My
love for you is still sincere even when you punish me  & yet
It was my siblings. . I loved you I loved your heart But yet
you didn't love  mine . I didn't take advantage of your
heart but yet you took advantage of mine . The question come
down to do I still love you .? Yes after the fact that you
Beat me ,  punished me after i repeatedly told you it wasn't
me ,  took advantage of me . Words can't explain how I feel
about you Right now.  But god took me thru this situation &
made me STRONGER WISER & BETTER then  what I used to be .  I
love you 


john bowen