Mixed Signals

I know it's obvious How I feel about you I know you don't feel the same way But is that true? Cuz You move closer to me You look me in the eyes You endlessly play footsy But somehow it's all lies You always know When I'm feeling blue But I think you also know I'm never telling the truth Because I get a glimmer of hope But it's a disguise Planning to suffocate me with rope And ensure my hearts demise My stomach is in knots How could it not be true? I just want it to stop My feelings for you Because it would be better And I could stop these cries But I know I could never Do peacefully if I tried So I'll slam my head on the wall One more time, maybe two In hopes these thoughts will go away These Thoughts of you.