Listen

Every time i wanna talk you make me go off and walk I need to be heard Need to be listened to even when i have nothing to say. Act as my friend and lend an ear I just long for you to stay near Yet you cannot ever comprehend The angiuish, the sadness, the numbness the inside dread. The dread of becoming invisible I feel so alone so invisble now Why can't you give me even 5 mins of your precious time? Why can't you listen like you used to? Why can't you see that no matter how hard i wish i can never be you I will always be me. Jealousy mixed emotion envy and bitterness. Why can't you see that i am lying and living a lie... Well fuck you bitch! i don't need you to be me even if i pretend to be you what is the point i have to give up this game and be me. Only. me.