I feel to clingy, to needy, 
you always say I  nag 
I feel so weak, too dependent  
I always make you mad  

So fine I'll push I feel its nothing left to do,  
Alright?? Do you hear me?? I'm pushing away from you   
No amount of words will fix me , I'm broken in too many ways

The self hatred I have within me will always somehow remain 


The way I am and the way we are 
were just not meant to be 
Sometimes I really have to question if you love me 
But ,then again that could just be, another one of those
things .....  

Another reminder that I'm fucked up, I'm broken , I'm a
burden, and so much more
A reminder that my worst enemy is and always will  be the
mirror