Your monster

you've closed your eyes you've hidden the fears your waiting for peace you start to smile you start to see your letting it down your walls are crumbling but that's all it takes just that small moment before you see those hands arms and shoulders you know better then try because daring your reality is everyone's hell you cant stop it now the memory has started your tears are rolling shake your head push it far you always tries but you never win you cant change your past heaven only knows you've tried the flashbacks blind your eyes you cant stop the lies there's so much to do you cant let them know you cant let them see it'll happen again he'll find you soon better prepare now for here he comes you smell his breath you hear his feet just keep your eyes down don't start a fight close your eyes you'll never see it'll get better soon the pressure will ease hold back the tears he'll make it worse "please.. don't" you try to beg wrong mistake the fires in his eyes tonight he wont stop till your broken inside time passes by an hour two? you never know he passes out not caring to move your trapped again nothings new he'll never stop hurting you he'll never stop showing you who you truly are every one has left you for his pleasure mom, dad, sisters, and more they never came looking for your pale skin and ocean blue eyes they never warned you what it could be they never showed you the hell he would cause but most importantly they never told you of the pain of falling in love with the monster your monster