Truth as of now

everyone is always saying there scared of commitment how is it hard to keep with one person as well as everyone is scared of death but everyday you live is one less that you'll ever have living is hard death is not commitment is easy relationships are hard loving one person is amazing splitting yourself is hard so why does everyone always take the hardest road why be scared of death when you die everyday why not stay with someone who loves you instead of jumping between two and forgetting your lies to keep them straight? i'm not scared of death i'm scared of living i'm not scared to commit i'm scared of not being committed to