tears sliding down the window glass;
like the rain on my face.
in all my pain, caused by one thing;
my heart has lost it's place...
 
lonelly and cold;
stricken and alone.
far and long ago and away;
was the smile plastered on my face...

if only things were different;
as i stare off into space.
if only things were different;
as i stare though the splattered glass...
 
only one,
only him,
only me,
only us...

now it's only me;
i set him free
if it was so right...
why am i alone here crying tonight?

the glass is like a mirror;
and the sad sorrow pasted on;
too soon morning light will come...
but never will it be like yesterday's sun....

he was my only...
he was my whole...
without him...
i have no soul...
 
if i could rewrite my life
i wouldn't change a thing
i'll know too soon
i've done right to set him a-wing

my heart is desolate
and my brain is cramped
my face hurts
and i am tired now

if only he would know
what i did was for him
if only he could see
the love in my eyes before i go 

jumping was the hard part
my fear of heights numbed me
but i ran and i soared
i dont regret not tying myself to a cord

falling among the droplets
with my tears among them
i cry as i fly,
and hope to god: that i die.

** this is really old, one of the first poems i ever wrote 
adn kept for myself **

Kyelle xoxo