Tears

tears sliding down the window glass; like the rain on my face. in all my pain, caused by one thing; my heart has lost it's place... lonelly and cold; stricken and alone. far and long ago and away; was the smile plastered on my face... if only things were different; as i stare off into space. if only things were different; as i stare though the splattered glass... only one, only him, only me, only us... now it's only me; i set him free if it was so right... why am i alone here crying tonight? the glass is like a mirror; and the sad sorrow pasted on; too soon morning light will come... but never will it be like yesterday's sun.... he was my only... he was my whole... without him... i have no soul... if i could rewrite my life i wouldn't change a thing i'll know too soon i've done right to set him a-wing my heart is desolate and my brain is cramped my face hurts and i am tired now if only he would know what i did was for him if only he could see the love in my eyes before i go jumping was the hard part my fear of heights numbed me but i ran and i soared i dont regret not tying myself to a cord falling among the droplets with my tears among them i cry as i fly, and hope to god: that i die. ** this is really old, one of the first poems i ever wrote adn kept for myself ** Kyelle xoxo