Happiness is a Lie i Can Not Live

By Loneliness is condescending •
Every day you tell me to be happy
To lighten up and brighten up
How can I even begin to feel this day?
When I’ll you do is force me to be you
You’re constant yelling to forces to succeed
I’m not a picture of your shattered perfection so give it
up
Torn photographs from magazines adorn my skin
Give up my dreams because you said I should
My goals can not be achieved by your measured
So you found my weakness
How can I possibly succeed with this dream that led my life?
Can you tell me? I see you smile every time I falter Confining me to your ideals
This home is full of single chances
God tells me to love and obey you
I write this so you know
I hate you