A Void Of Negativity

My life so far Filled with pain From depression By the cause of heart break By the loss of hope Options spread thin Coming to a close To the thought of Death Suicide By Self inflictions Noose Even a nightmare By drowning I can't constrain these emotions Love was what cherished most But it's too much I'm loosing myself Day by day Through thoughts Of being alone My Emotions of love Can't be restraint My heart aches Wishes to beat harder And faster But diminishes With out remorse I only wish for someone To love me Truly for who I've been For so long Without wants Or needs Only my affection and devotion To you But it will never be Not soon enough Will I regain Or control myself I may Sooner Or never Pull the trigger For my own Good This feeling with flourish Deep in me as anger I will Not simply Leave you all With out leaving someone behind I only wish for someone to love for ME Not what I own Tis my wish on my soul Sold to death As collateral My final right as human My last words To you For bringing me back I love you