My Fantasy.

Time started ticking... and we go back wards. I believed in fairy tails At a young age all my dreams shattered. But I still had hope. Each time and time again. All my emotions scattered not sure where to begin So I'll start somewhere and go on from there All my strong points became my weak points. I feel so alone in this world. No One can ever understand and that's fine. Tracing my steps, Wondering where i went wrong First time at 17 years old. I sincerely wanted to erase All my memories. So i can start all over.. Starting from Zero. I don't want dwell in the past too long. I only need enough to shape my future. I dont have time Just memories and failures built up scars and Anger with no where to direct this they say choices are yours to make but what about the ones that leave you hanging crushing your spirit. The ones you did'nt make. I cant turn back time I can keep going forwards. In able to heal, I must Speak all my past These words that are stuck in my throat This aching pain in my heart. I know NO one will save me. No one Can. I already shattered my shells broke down my walls whats there left to do. I know my words contradict my pain. This is after all MY fantasy.