"Thoughts this path brought me to"

Sitting here, I wonder About the path I have chosen Thoughts seem a bit blurry And are a bit frozen It seems like destiny Has a fate for me unknown For this path I have chosen Is leaving me feeling so alone Even though this is my feeling I have 3 kids to love me so They only know that I’m their daddy And they need my returning love to make them glow There is such a negative charge Pushing down on my soul It seems to be this place I’m in Feeling like I can not go I am at a point Where the pressure is too great I feel the need to travel To seek my true fate A Sagittarius I am Born under the sign of the sun I only want to travel Away from my family I will not run When life gets to a point Where a person has to wonder who they are It is truly a time to evaluate The path they have traveled thus far I know I have an absence My mind tells me so On the 14th of July It will be time to go I will return When my freedom allows me to I love you all And promise to come back to you