Happy Nighttime

Staying up late at night Asking myself why I continue to fight. I fight my thoughts, dreams, and goals in life, Like they'll never happen Tomorrow I'll just die. Fear corrupts me Holds me tight I struggle and scream In my head all night. That's not true I love late nights They allow me quiet They allow me life. My mind doesn't race, My heart feels calm. I feel at peace, Being all alone. There's no one to judge me, Hurt me or ignore me. It's me, myself, and I Always adoring.