The way i loved you was just too much,
my heart now is too rough to touch,
why oh why did it end like this?
why oh why is this the last kiss?
i thought u loved me now i guess not,
and you know i loved you a real lot,
i guess you don't care now how i feel,
i suppose to you, it's not a big deal,
but it is to me, it always was,
and that's why i'm writin this now because,
I'm feeling low, like i'm in a black hole,
no way out, it's as black as coal,
now i'm sat alone, on this stool,
feelin like the ultimate fool,
i put my head in my hands as i start to cry,
thinkin why do u do this, why oh why?
i still feel your kisses, i still feel your touch,
the way i felt safe and warm so much,
it's just not fair, i feel like dying,
but instead, i'm just sat here crying,
and where are u now, are u thinkin about me?
why was i so blind to see?
that u was just using me, lying and leaving,
hurting, tricking, being cold and decieving,
now i'm left here with nothing to do,
i want u here, like your supposed to,
but i guess i'm a fool, for believing your lies,
how can u do that to someone you don't despise?
My questions aren't answered and i need them to be,
did u mean it when u said that u loved me?
did i mean anything to you at all?
i fell for you but did you fall?
why oh why am i feelin down?
this black hole has filled with water, and i'm starting to
drown.


for Ben


Copyright Rebecca Waring