Why?

The way i loved you was just too much, my heart now is too rough to touch, why oh why did it end like this? why oh why is this the last kiss? i thought u loved me now i guess not, and you know i loved you a real lot, i guess you don't care now how i feel, i suppose to you, it's not a big deal, but it is to me, it always was, and that's why i'm writin this now because, I'm feeling low, like i'm in a black hole, no way out, it's as black as coal, now i'm sat alone, on this stool, feelin like the ultimate fool, i put my head in my hands as i start to cry, thinkin why do u do this, why oh why? i still feel your kisses, i still feel your touch, the way i felt safe and warm so much, it's just not fair, i feel like dying, but instead, i'm just sat here crying, and where are u now, are u thinkin about me? why was i so blind to see? that u was just using me, lying and leaving, hurting, tricking, being cold and decieving, now i'm left here with nothing to do, i want u here, like your supposed to, but i guess i'm a fool, for believing your lies, how can u do that to someone you don't despise? My questions aren't answered and i need them to be, did u mean it when u said that u loved me? did i mean anything to you at all? i fell for you but did you fall? why oh why am i feelin down? this black hole has filled with water, and i'm starting to drown. for Ben Copyright Rebecca Waring