And I Forget The Past

As I forget the past, And what I thought was me. I open up my eyes, To what I didn't see. That you were there beside me, Through the hardships and the pain. And as I thought "I've truely lost", Twas something that I gained. A new love and a new life, I never thought I'd see. And it was the pain and strife, That led you strate to me. I think of you everyday and night, You haunt me so it seems. Your image I see in the morn, And with me in my dreams. You never seem to leave me, No matter where I go. And though your ignorence desives me, For certan you do know. About the way I feel, Though I cover it with a mask. But from you I wish to know, Do you love me is all I ask? One more day I shall wait, One more day just to wonder. Do you really feel for me? Or is it just a lie I'm living under. And as my poem ends, Remember things arn't as they seem. Love,hate,renewil,strength, Are the ones with a mysterious meen.