I'm scared

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i cry myself to sleep each night i cant help it, the night brings fright im scared of myself so much ive lost my smile and i miss it so much reluctantly my hand finds the razor in one easy swipe it peirces the skin the pain is at bay,it will not come it keeps until the blood i have seen. the blood seeps slowly and i dont think its gonna stop i think this time ive cut too deep theres too much blood for me to mop. i reach for it once more the blade's so cool and fresh it welcomes my skin so friendly i dont want to end this sesh. the blood pours quickly far too quickly to stop im not sure what to do i think i went over the top. i wonder if ill die tonight, i wonder what will my friends say? who wil even care at all? would anyone even cry? i hope that tonight i die so that this pain will go i cannot hold it in anymore im wondering if i should let go? i dont want to hurt anyone but i dont think anyone would care ive hurt to many people all ready and i cant anymore So maybe this will be my final goodbye i'll miss you all i love you all XxXxXxXxXxXxXx

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November 15, 2005 20:13 Kirsty (living in the light)

i like this poem do you actually self harm if so have you thought about seeking god

December 31, 2009 02:37StarStarlit

im not sure if u r a true self harmer or not, but to be honest, i am-i self harm a lot, and one one the things i did were cutting, now everyone's trying to get me to quite, but now im a wrist banger, but still...there is a light at the end of the tunnel, its just so hard to see sometimes-but take it from experience, self harm will only hurt u more...but this poem is beautiful and brings back so many memories-gr8 job! u can read some of mine if u like... :)) ttylz lolz :))