Raw

Suddenly I’m raw My body and soul Open for everyone to see These holes in myself In which the lies are seeping through My friends are finding the scars And they ask questions I'm begging to forget Which lie I’ve told to whom And the pain is starting to show As slowly more scars show, ‘I got into a fight’ and ‘Oh, I fell over last night’ Just don’t seem to work anymore They think I can’t see them Pulling faces and laughing at me I can’t help that I hurt so much I'm not sure how to fix myself I feel stupid, a mess, a slut, If everyone else can handle it, Why can’t i? Why am I such a failure? I’ve played with death many times And one day I know ill win This pain will end one day It will be ended by me. Because I cant hold it in an anymore.