I'm So Sorry(2)

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By <b>Dark Neko</b> •

Is it my fault? Is it my fault you are leaving? What can I do to make you stay? I love you dad..I really do. I know my mom doesn't approve of you, I can't say I do either, but I'd rather have you around, rather than being put through this hell. You weren't here all my life, and in a way I still don't know you, but I want you here, I don't want you to leave. If I could say anything to make you change your mind, would you listen? Would you care? In the words of your daughter, would you? Please, don't blame yourself, don't blame my mom, you know it's my fault, and I'm sorry I messed things up for you. You are getting married now, and you see me as a long lost daughter, you only want me for show, and not for love. There's not much else I can say, if this doesn't change your mind, I give up, I give up completely. I've tried everything, and nothing seems to work, so now, all I have to say is, I love you, and goodbye.

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July 26, 2005 17:58Jenna

Wow! That was sad but in a good way. I don't know exactly what you feel (cause i am not you) but i can relate. Good Job. Just remember you are not at fault for you dad leaving. Thats his choice and i know it is very hard to believe it's not you but if you feel comfortable you maybe could just let your dad know how you feel. If you want to chat more i can give you my e-mail add. Take Care- Jenna Nicole

June 28, 2006 09:46 Kirsty (living in the light)

Hi again Funeral Bliss. I love this poem and it speaks to me. It reminds me of the letter I sent to my Dad, asking him to keep contact, yet still he ripped it up and sent it back, he doesn't wnat to know, and it hurts, oh boy, it hurts beyond comparison, but then I know that Christ suffered the same pains I am and he will heal me in time. I hope one day you accept Christ.