**a bitter pill
By queen of melodrama •
You invade so many thoughts
though I try to push them far
Your in the middle of every dream
and a wish upon every star
I cant take many steps
before I stumble over you
no matter what direction I turn
you always obstruct my view
Will this curse ever be lifted
when will this maddness end
will my heart ever be freed
and can it ever mend
every part of me want to embrace you
...the lost part of my soul
but it can never be permitted
a bitter pill I swallow whole
I'll brush away the tears, my love
wearing a smile you'll never see thru
and make my final arrangments
as I die to be with you......