Bitterness
Sadness
jealously
love
emotions all mixed up together
teenager feeling so confused
in this scary world
I wish i didn't feel so alone
have someone to understand
love
me
Wish you loved me
hold me
considerent
understanding
and
wise
to my feelings
when the writing
has 
always been on the wall
Can't you see
that i madly
love
thee?
I'm so confused
why do you pay her so much attention
if you say you do not love her?
You'll drive a wedge between us,
my friend and i
for my jealousy
and bitter love
is never sweet
to taste.
Just want you to notice me
and realise
or at least
show some kindness
some thoughtfulness
no that is too much to ask
from you,
you look so
damn sweet like chocolate
but you're just a scared
little boy
who holds onto safety
as i do.