Suicide

By Cutie In A Death Cab •
I'm racking my brain
I'm shaking my head
I'm forcing myself
To get out of bed
I'm dying
I'm crying
And lying
As I'm sighing
I wan't to call
But I can't even crawl
To the phone
I'm so alone
I blame myself
I'm so weak
It's all my fault
That things look bleak
I search for strength
to hold on tight
But my grasp is loose
So is my sight
Blurry vision
Makes it hard
And now my wrists
Are red and scarred
I want to cry
I want to die
I want to live
But I can't try