Best friend envy

best friend envy got me down best friend envy crushed me to the ground the way he called for you, his voice almost breaking the way he flirted with you made me wither and die inside best friend envy got me down best friend envy crushed me to the ground i love you as a friend i hate you as an enemy i hate the way he teased you i hate the way you smiled and didn't care about me at all. tears bound to seep through bewildering envy and hate tide in one together these emotions did stir love for him love for a good friend have got me down. Did you ever stop to think? did you ever stop to ask my heart may be breaking my soul may be dying? And then i look at him, try to look into his eyes his gorgeous pretty eyes but all along it is you he was looking at ignoring me asking my silly questions knowing all along the truth writing on the wall both of you knowing and ignoring my feelings forgetting the hurt the clarity of my feelings for him. How could you leave me? how coudl you betray me? Best friend envy got me down best friend envy crushed me to the ground.