best friend envy got me down
best friend envy crushed me to the ground
the way he called for you,
his voice almost breaking
the way he flirted with you
made me wither and die inside
best friend envy got me down
best friend envy crushed me to the ground
i love you as a friend
i hate you as an enemy
i hate the way he teased you
i hate the way you smiled
and didn't care about me at all.
tears bound to seep through
bewildering envy and hate
tide in one
together
these emotions did stir
love for him
love for a good friend
have got me down.
Did you ever stop to think?
did you ever stop to ask
my heart may be breaking
my soul may be dying?
And then i look at him,
try to look into his eyes
his gorgeous pretty eyes
but all along it is you he was looking at
ignoring me
asking my silly questions
knowing all along the truth
writing on the wall
both of you knowing
and ignoring my feelings
forgetting the hurt
the clarity
of my feelings for him.
How could you leave me?
how coudl you betray me?
Best friend envy got me down
best friend envy crushed me to the ground.