when i start to fall asleep
visions of you take over me
so now i am wide awake
i could not sleep for your sake
in the nite i call your name
and realize its all a game
in my dreams i hold you tite
but dreams flee before the lite
in my heart your name is carved
the pain you caused has left it scarred
So i cry myself to sleep
as i replay the memories that i keep
you and i at brandons house
in the dark and quiet as a mouse
then the christmas party
feelings of good cheer were hearty
all alone in your room
talking thinking it ended too soon
lying on your bed
which seemed too big for one as you had said
but then you changed your mind
i wasnt the best you could find
i wasnt enough for you to stay
but you told me you loved me one that fateful day
as it turns out it wasnt true
see i was the only one loving and i was loving u
so u told me u wanted us to be friends
i said ok and thats where it ends
w/ me longing but not having more
than watching u as u shoot and score