without you

when i start to fall asleep visions of you take over me so now i am wide awake i could not sleep for your sake in the nite i call your name and realize its all a game in my dreams i hold you tite but dreams flee before the lite in my heart your name is carved the pain you caused has left it scarred So i cry myself to sleep as i replay the memories that i keep you and i at brandons house in the dark and quiet as a mouse then the christmas party feelings of good cheer were hearty all alone in your room talking thinking it ended too soon lying on your bed which seemed too big for one as you had said but then you changed your mind i wasnt the best you could find i wasnt enough for you to stay but you told me you loved me one that fateful day as it turns out it wasnt true see i was the only one loving and i was loving u so u told me u wanted us to be friends i said ok and thats where it ends w/ me longing but not having more than watching u as u shoot and score