It took me a while to figure out how I felt for you. A very
long while infact. I went through all this shit with guys
and friends and family and you were one constant all the way
through. Always, you have been an extremely good friend. I
don't even know if my feelings for you changed but I
remember exactly when I realised what you meant to me. Do
you remember that day, where i ran into you? We fell to the
ground a laughing tangled mess. I remember it. You were
leaning over me ... looking at me, and we stopped laughing.
Your face was only a couple  inches from mine and I could
feel your breath on my face and you came closer. Thats when
I knew. Because the one thing I wanted most in that moment
was for you to kiss me, and I'm sure you were going to. But
in that moment I made a choice, and because of that we can
never be together. I thought of my best friend crying over
you, and I turned my head and walked away. But I realised
that I love you.