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It took me a while to figure out how I felt for you. A very long while infact. I went through all this shit with guys and friends and family and you were one constant all the way through. Always, you have been an extremely good friend. I don't even know if my feelings for you changed but I remember exactly when I realised what you meant to me. Do you remember that day, where i ran into you? We fell to the ground a laughing tangled mess. I remember it. You were leaning over me ... looking at me, and we stopped laughing. Your face was only a couple inches from mine and I could feel your breath on my face and you came closer. Thats when I knew. Because the one thing I wanted most in that moment was for you to kiss me, and I'm sure you were going to. But in that moment I made a choice, and because of that we can never be together. I thought of my best friend crying over you, and I turned my head and walked away. But I realised that I love you.