am running away
away from this world
away from the truth
that forever haunts me so
lost in this world
and only God knows
what is wrong in my head
what is messed up, brain dead
emotions have been scattered
all that i had cared for no longer matters
my life is being thrown
like a seed that is sown
and my life which for some reason
seems no longer mine to own
my spirit so fragile
the lights have gone out
what is wrong with me?
never challenging
hard to understand
what is stopping me?
why can't i see
that there could be more to me?
than meets the eye
never daring
always pretending
quiet words unspoken
no one can save me.
My life i am wasting
and i don't understand why?
why am i doing this to myself?
rejection is looming
the dark voice is booming
my mind is already closed
with a key that is my own
never let anyone in
never let anyone know
how scared i am feeling
the pressure is mounting
what am i on?
surviving on air