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By *razor_blades_&_kisses*

you have to live with the guilt of what you did to me. you start to wonder how I gre up and if this happened again. I'll tell you- I grew up lonely. scared. suicidal. cold. and psychotic. has this happened again? no. not since you and your sick friends did this. you get a sick pleasure out of molesting and raping.you would have raped me at 7 wouldn't you?! I was only seven. I was in 2nd grade. why couldnt you have done that to another girl? your guilt eats away at you and your heart is dark and cold.why'd you have to ruin my childhood?why your own nieces? why not someone elses? it's been 9 years. and still you havent been stopped by anyone in my family. you have to live with the guilt of what you did to me..

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August 16, 2005 16:00Fr0zen..x..Until..x..Dre4ming

I no how this feels..i cold realy relate to this poem well done...x..

October 26, 2005 15:35Ananya

it hapend to me
i was only young
a ex boyfriends father
your not alone in reality
although
sometimes
scilence is vital
x

November 29, 2005 22:44Magick Water

That action was sick, but I love the poem's tone. Good job. ^.^

January 24, 2007 21:35liberty moon

sweetheart i've read a few of ur poems and my heart truly goes out to you. this might sound weird but i love u just as God has loved me. i have been SIing for a while and God has been helping stop. i beg to please try God ask Him to heal u, u have nothing to loose. i really believe that u should tell someone abt wot ur uncle is doing to u, silence in this case is not golden. i pray that u would find ur healing ur hope and true LOVE go God. with love

August 12, 2007 04:49Sean

You have been throguht a great ordeal and I am very sorry for you. Over all wonderful poem tells how you feel and what you suffer, continue writing please i would love to hear more but everything will be ok.

January 26, 2009 06:12Not Over It

hey, there arn't dates on any of these so i hope your still writing and alive. I can't relate to this poem, but i DEFINITELY relate to some. Please, don't let those terrible things get to you. I believe you can get past everything that has happened to you. You seem strong. You may not feel like it but you are...


And hey, if you tell someone you could get justice.. that would be nice, wouldn't it?

July 8, 2009 19:52♥ Leah ☺

Just... amazing, you should be proud of your poems

September 28, 2009 02:16*Broken Wings*

Wow I don't think i could have written about that and posted it for others to read your brave. I have been sexual abused before and i never spoke about it and you posting that poem gives me hope. Stay strong sweet heart and your not alone.