does it ever not come easy
to you?
do you ever not know what to do?
it's got to be an act
atleast sometimes..
you've got to be less than perfect
.. atleast sometimes.

have you ever been in love?
with someone other than yourself?
i wait for your answer
but you look at me, dumb.
and the answer never comes
because you don't even have a clue
what love really is.
what could be less perfect than that?

i don't belong in your world.
i feel things you'll never know exist.
i'm just another girl you'll use;
one you'll know from the start you'll never miss.

even now that doesn't seem
to matter much to me.
if i had a lucky star or wish
you know exactly what it would
still be.

i'd still wish for you
i'd still wish i meant more to you.
but reality sinks in
and i know a wish is all
you'll ever be
because that's all you've ever been.

love michelle.