Heart Stains and Bruises.

does it ever not come easy to you? do you ever not know what to do? it's got to be an act atleast sometimes.. you've got to be less than perfect .. atleast sometimes. have you ever been in love? with someone other than yourself? i wait for your answer but you look at me, dumb. and the answer never comes because you don't even have a clue what love really is. what could be less perfect than that? i don't belong in your world. i feel things you'll never know exist. i'm just another girl you'll use; one you'll know from the start you'll never miss. even now that doesn't seem to matter much to me. if i had a lucky star or wish you know exactly what it would still be. i'd still wish for you i'd still wish i meant more to you. but reality sinks in and i know a wish is all you'll ever be because that's all you've ever been. love michelle.