Hypocrit.

you make it that much harder sometimes. you take it past the point where i lose my mind. was that really necessary? on the contrary you appear to have a heart; but you pierce mine with this poison dart. how could i miss the signs screaming "HYPOCRIT"? i guess it's not that attractive i guess it really would bring a negative reaction; and i know that's not what you're looking for; underneath it all just another guy looking to score. i won't pour out my heart for that. i'll never know because you refuse to show. a sentimental piece of dirt and you try to make it hurt. but it's numb and i'm doing just fine. crouching in the dark from flashing lights i don't want to come out the timing doesn't feel right. is it all in my head? am i really that dead? could there be something more? is there something i was put here and meant for? are you really that sure? cause i'm not. i know i'm going to ruin my one and only shot. get out there; take a chance let your hair down and dance like no one's watching.. i can't.. cause i'm really not that hot. another pretty face; another easily erased. i'm really not that good stop nagging if you would don't tell me that i should. don't dicate what i do i'm not like you don't worry about me i'll pull through. but now i'm not so sure.. not so sure about you. love michelle.