Without you

By AnGeLa •
I lay at night just wondering
where on earth you are.
Sometimes it helps to think we're underneath the same bright stars.
Since the day you left, I've experianced nothing but pure pain.
It hurts to think you were always really there for me in every single way.
I never thought it would end like this
I thought this was for real.
And everytime I'd think just what would be of you and me
you always told me "Never fear, I'll always be the one you'll have so near"
I wanted to believe you
I wanted to so bad
But now I just feel so stupid, so vulnerable and mad.
I wish I would have been there for you the way you were for me.
I wish you would have known I cared
But all I ever did was doubt you and be unfair.