Let Myself Go

There is no point to living, when all you do is cry. There is no more tomorrow, when you want to die. I have no more sanity, my mind has lost control. because without the one I love, I am not whole. I bleed myself, with a dull edged knife. I want to die, to be rid of life. I wish tomorrow would not come, and forever I could rest. I wish that I could die, I've already lost the best. I've given up my world, I chose to let it run away. And now I want to die, I have no reason to stay. God please let me die, I don't want to cry again. God please just kill me. God please let it end.