In the middle of nowhere

By alter •
I just dont get myself,
Wondering who really I am
Messing around the things
I should not do.
But Im trying my best
To go to different path
That could lead me
To a better me.
Its not really fair,
Why only me?
But I guess,
I am blessed in other ways.
After writing this,
Nothing seems to happen
It doesnt help me
But at least I tried to.