"Cut Up Smiles"

Lying here on the ground clutching my face Crying, there’s no way out, wanting to trace The pain in my skin, embed it deep within So it never leaves, it’s so hard to breathe I want someone to take my hand, to understand I'm so afraid to face my fears, to shed a tear It’s easier to bleed, to let it out of me It’s easier to deal with the pain I long to feel Cutting out smiles from my photos Ugly, fucked, and useless, and that’s all that I know I’m falling from grace, I’m losing my place The wounds are so deep, there’s no heart to keep I want someone to take my hand, to understand I'm so afraid to face my fears, to shed a tear It’s easier to bleed, to let it out of me It’s easier to deal with the pain I long to feel This confusion is driving me mad I am losing all I ever had Cut out all the lies, and throw it away These pictures are a lie that never fade These smiles are not real so I’ll cut them up The wounds, I’ll try to heal and I’ll close them up I want someone to take my hand, to understand I'm so afraid to face my fears, to shed a tear It’s easier to bleed, to let it out of me It’s easier to deal with the pain I long to feel Cut up my fake smiles Haven’t smiled in a while Cut up my fake smiles Haven’t smile in a while *This is a song* *My songs/poems are protected by copyright laws on www.studentcenter.org.*