Putting my thoughts into words is so difficult, 
Words can’t describe all the pain that’s inside.
I’m searching for a meaning with which now to live my
life,
Now your not here by my side.

Alone in my bedroom I’m dragging up memories;
Times that we shared, some were bad some were good, 
But nothing can wipe out the image that lives with me
Of you, how I wish that I could.

There are times when you seem to be near,
Laughing and joking with me.
All of my pain lies deeply within,
Hidden by my veil of tears.

It’s cruel how we’ve ended up in this state
I’ve never been one to admit,
But happiness is just a cruel twist of fate, 
As here all alone now I sit.