My time has come...

I've had enough, my time has come The darkness closes in and soon i'll be done I couldn't take the pain, the hurt or the anquish And the undrealistic dreams and all the i wishes... I wish you could hold me, take away all my pain But i know that you can't so the feelings remain I'm sorry i hurt you and couldn't move on Sorry for everything else i did wrong. I never wanted things to end up this way But things got worse every single day I wished they would stop, but time doesn't stand still So it pushed me over the edge, and now this is my will. I love you so much and i'm sorry i fell But things got too much and nobody could tell Always and forever, even in death My thoughts are of you till my very last breath. They'll never find my body, i'll make sure of that As i fall ever closer to that endless black I'm scared of it coming, i have to admit But what use is fear in that 6-foot pit? Too late, i'm slipping, it's taking effect It won't be long now and the darkness comes next A final goodbye from a girl whose hurt Was too much to bear, now she lays in the dirt...