The good times have ended, the bad times are here, 
The memories are hurting with each falling tear. 
I know i must fight, but i'm losing the will, 
And all i keep thinking is "just one more pill". 
Nothing to keep me here, but one ray of hope, 
Always beside me when i can't seem to cope. 
But things are falling, far too quickly for me, 
Things that prevent me being the person i could be. 
A blade in the hand to free up my mind, 
Leaving reality and the normal world behind. 
Relying on this, was always my escape, 
From the world so dominated by stupid hate. 
My grave's being dug as i sit here and think, 
The thoughts being analysed by a mindless shrink. 
This isn't the way i imagined things would end up, 
Each thought as painful as a small paper cut. 
Please, rid me of this pain, once and for all, 
None of you deserve to watch me as i fall. 
I'll say my goodbyes if you could take my life today, 
But please o please don't blame me for ending up this way.
I'm sorry that i feel this, and the shit that i have caused,

And the disappointment i became and the things that i
ignored. 
I will always be here, but soon you will forget, 
So i leave you now with just a sigh and tell you not to
fret...