If only...

If only i was normal If only i could change If only i wasn't hated If only i weren't to blame. If only dreams were true If only i didn't hide If only life was easier If only i could confide. If only i wasn't addicted If only i could trust If only things were different If only life were just. If only i was equal If only someone cared If only i could help him If only i weren't so scared. If only 'one days' came quicker If only they didn't tell lies If only i could grow up now If only there was just blue skies. If only i could smile If only i could sing If only they were tears of joy If only i had everything. If only i didn't hurt so much If only i weren't so sad If only i had what i want If only life wasn't so bad. If only there was some escape If only i wasn't here If only i wasn't quite so selfish If only the end was near...