If only i was normal 
If only i could change 
If only i wasn't hated 
If only i weren't to blame. 

If only dreams were true 
If only i didn't hide 
If only life was easier 
If only i could confide. 

If only i wasn't addicted 
If only i could trust 
If only things were different 
If only life were just. 

If only i was equal 
If only someone cared 
If only i could help him 
If only i weren't so scared. 

If only 'one days' came quicker 
If only they didn't tell lies 
If only i could grow up now 
If only there was just blue skies. 

If only i could smile 
If only i could sing 
If only they were tears of joy 
If only i had everything. 

If only i didn't hurt so much 
If only i weren't so sad 
If only i had what i want 
If only life wasn't so bad. 

If only there was some escape 
If only i wasn't here 
If only i wasn't quite so selfish 
If only the end was near...