What you mean to me

Cant you see what your doing to me your killing me inside I will do anything for you but you would rather forget about me you would rather wake up and have me disappear I care about you so much but you don’t even notice me its like im not even real to you every time you walk away it brakes my heart all the tears I’ve cried for you are like scars just because you cant see them doesn’t mean they aren’t there I pray every night that you would realize how much I mean to you and realize how much I love you I gave you my heart and you through it away like a piece of garbage that’s in your way I try so hard to forget you but I cant get you out of my head and out of my heart it’s like I have no where to run away from you you are everywhere I go everywhere I turn I cant get out and sometimes I want to get away and sometimes I want you to hold me in your arms I worry about you all the time I worry that some other girl will figure out how amazing you are and take you away I already don’t have a chance with you but another girl would brake my heart like its not already broken I guess its just not meant to be together it needs to be in pieces I’ve told you right from the start and I’ve never lied to you sometimes I feel like we are moving closer but other times it’s like we are on two different worlds I don’t know if you are really trying to hurt me or if its just an accident but you will never know what you really mean to me