Walking forward.

By Sara •
Looking back all I see is blackness,
Black meaning colourless, lifeless,
Meaning bleakness, mystery,
My life was a ruin,I bid to change,
So here I am walking forward,
Miles ahead, i see clearly,
Too far I fear, but i count,
1, 2, 3, 4, 5,
All fear gone, I bring up my head,
Smell the air, fresh, clean,
My head spins, im falling,
Down and down, deeper and deeper,
I lie, depressed and worthless,
I grab, reach for death, for the end,
The shadows take over i sleep forever.