A Warped Reflection

I glance into the mirror Alarmed by what I see I'm not sure who it is But I know it isn't me I look a little closer I look into my eyes But I've fooled even myself With my thick disguise Have i transformed that much? Something's very wrong I've been circling through this phase For much too long As I peer into the glass again I search for some emotion But all I find is numbness A blank stare covers the commotion Something's going on inside But I feel so detached Watching from outside of myself My thoughts and actions are mismatched For so long I wanted out Now I long to get back in How can I recover If I can't see from within I've become two different people I'm not familiar with either one Somehow they once connected Then unraveled and came undone I glance into the mirror Alarmed by what I see Just a warped relection That once resembled me