Doubt...

By faith. . . •
Words are unanswered, feelings are strong,
Why do i feel this, what have i done wrong?
Seeds of doubt have been sown in my mind,
Unsure of just exactly what i will find.
What can i do? who to believe?
Are they all out there to trick and deceive?
Do words have meanings, or are they all fake?
Just being said for only my sake?
I wish that i knew, wish i could question
Instead of just being left in this depression.
I'm going mad, not knowing what's right,
Whether or not its all lies that they write.
I was a fool to believe as i did,
And now here i am, a lonely little kid.
I want to be told straight so i don't get confused,
And sit here just feeling that i have been used...