What do you know?

i wrote this about three months after my first love died in a car accident i don't even know why. i just started writting and this is what came out.. he did something that no one else could.. or had the guts too i'll always love him. i'll always miss him.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ you think you know How I feel, but what you're thinking Isnt real. Take a moment, breathe the pain. smell the hate cut the vein. Kiss the lips taste the tears choke the life, from your fears. Run away, Be afraid fall in love with the blade. Break the heart, Loose your own Fall apart crack the bone. Kick the dirt, fall again. Dont get up Lose a friend. Lose your soul stop to care be alone learn to swear. On the ground, just play dead. Patch your heart, up with lead. Dig your grave, choose a stone. In the rain, stand alone. Scratch the scab tear the stich forget to breathe Start to twitch. Pray for death. Kiss life good-bye. Then wake up, and still be alive. Pull the cord Scream in pain Feel the hope Die in your brain. Seek revenge, on those who care Close your eyes and say a prayer. Fiend for drugs and drop the knife, Then you can say, You've lived my life...