Sleep closes in, the nightmares await,
Every night of my life, is this my fate?
I can't stay awake, but i feel that i must,
Can't stand the images that always disgust.
Sleeping is hell, and there i am trapped,
And no amount of comfort could help me adapt.
I fear what i see, the things i relive,
When i'm off in the world with nothing to give.
I'm going delirious, insomnia sets in,
Driving me under, unable to win.
Take it away, scrub it all out,
Don't let me fall and awake with a shout.
None understand, or could even come close,
For they do not see the worst of my foes.
My body is screaming, me head is the same,
Wanting to lose the battling game.
I'm overpowered and my fight is over,
As the dreamworld of hate draws ever closer... |