I waited, I waited;
You did not come.
I cried, I cried;
For your return.
I thought you were my soul mate yet,
You did not come.

I mourned, I mourned;
You were gone.
I yearned, I yearned;
For your love once more.
I thought you were my soul mate yet,
You had gone.

I wasted, I wasted;
Waiting for you.
I became miserable,
Without your love.
I thought you were my soul mate yet,
Where had you gone?

It’s too late now,
I am nearing my end.
I am going to a better place,
So this is my last chance to finally let you go.

I may have loved you once,
But that was because love had made me blind.
The blindness that had made me think you loved me,
That you would come back for me, for us.

If only I had not been gullible.
If only I had let you go sooner.
If only I had got on with my life.
If only I had never met you. 
If only you were more caring.

If only, if only.
What use are they to me?
 I cannot change what happened.
I cannot change the fact that I had been so gullible.
I cannot change a thing.

So, farewell.
I shall not be spiteful on this cold bed,
This bed that has been cold
 Since the day you did not return.
This bed that I will last lie on.

I do not leave this life yearning over you.
I leave it with no negative ties.
My life is drawing a close,
So is this sad love story.
Farewell.