Hear Me

Scared of opening up is what is troubling me Always alone, no one there to touch my hand Lost in myself, nowhere to turn. God, sometimes life is funny You have your friends and family, Yet they seem so far away. They are great, yet.. I feel as though I am not good enough for them I always believe I am the outsider. I can't breathe, I can't see ahead of me I feel darkness crowding my thoughts, My inner most passions. Lost in a void of myself Thinkin no one cares, Yet they try to break through the glass Hear me! Hear me! I am crying out! Hear Me! Restless and hungry for love, hungry for inner ambition Staind in blood, my blood and my curse Falling more into myself Hear me! Hear me! I am crying out for you! Hear me! Am I that lost, too lost to be saved Am I lost, Jesus? How must you be ashamed of me? How can so many people feel as though they are lost one moment And then they are saved...yet I am saved one minute And shift to the darkside. I am alone A loner, a lonely warrior who walks alone--someone who shape-shifts into strands of posion and gifts at one time. Tied down by guilt Tied down by grief When is it my turn to be heard? Hear me! Hear me! I am crying out for you! Hear me! please save me---save me please..........