sometimes you piss me off so god damn much.
you go back on your words,
and you cause this sudden anger rush.

it's happened more than once before
you leave me behind and i don't even know
why you bother anymore.
why must you constantly push the continuance of this war?
are you trying to tempt me to permantently shut the door?

i thought things were better
i unturned my back
only to receive reality's cold hard smack.
things haven't changed;
they just rearranged for a while.
you expect me to go back home and for it to work?
i think about it, and it already hurts.

fuck this.
why did i think i could depend on you again?
why did i think that now we would blend?
i can't believe i could be so naive
to trust you again,
and to think we were rid of this corroding disease.

nothing has been solved
and nothing ever will.
i'm done with this
remember, i already paid my bill.

i'm sick of things never going right
i'm tired of fighting the same fucking fight.
i'm through with always paying an unfair price.
i hate being the cause of every single problem
and every single one of your teary nights.
our future has always been dark
i just pretended it was bright.

love michelle.