Motivation.

what's the biggest size hole you could rip? i've put up no fight and allowed you to tighten your grip. it feels as if there is nothing and that this ride goes in a circle. i'm never really moving. physically and emotionally exhausted i lie here. just for today i leave the driver's seat and let you steer. another violation; you're driving too fast. one more deviation of the past. coupled with the heart-break and tragedy announced before the weather forecast. you left more innocent dead. another ego boost; you seem to like wearing the stolen red. let it be over now even though it would hurt to end i don't understand the need. i'm not that broken now i'm numb and there isn't much more that i'm able to mend. something has set me on fire as bleak as it was i see a far away light. a promising exit; and it's worth the fight. motivation and no temptation is it too late to withdraw my resignation? love michelle.