(another oldie..)

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I'm your used rag
About to be thrown away
I know you'd rather
Not have me stay.
You only want me
When you have to
Only when necessary.
I know you hate it
When you have to carry me.

I'm the broken tea cup
The one you had growing up..
The one you wish
You could throw away from the set
But you keep me there
Because it's not over yet.
You have to win your
Stupid bet.

I am left here in the dark
Trapped in something
That was nothing
Over from the start.
You don't understand
You can't just be a man.
Own up to the cruelty of
Your sickening plan.

Through all the secrets devised
You laugh in my shameful
Demise.
I can see nothing in your eyes..
How could i not see through
Your faded disguise?
I didn't want to.

You are my least favourite mistake.
But inside
I'll bottle up all the pain and hate
I feel.
Then maybe it won't be
Quite so real
Everytime i hear our song
Maybe i won't think about
All of the wrong..

How there was no right.
How I didn't see it coming
How you just got up and left.
How there is absolutely nothing left..

All the love I was able to give
Is gone
With just one breath.
I'm just one more death.
Left to rott like the rest
You're so unforgiving.
For something I didn't choose
I am always the one to lose.
You only kept me there
To keep yourself amused..

I wish i could wake up
And find myself in a dream.
Hear you say that all the
Things you did
We're things you didn't mean..
Wipe away the dirt
And start off clean.

Love Michelle