Not Good Enough (Dedication).

this poem was for my parents.. it was the last time i got kicked out, not this one. anyways, i really like this one actually.. so i'm putting it in here. *** I close my eyes And hide myself from Your other side. I don't want to understand The way you are The distance between us Stretches too far. The hurt you cause There is no rhyme or reason No stopping Or pause. There are no rules None you choose to follow. You always make a pathetic excuse In your mind I have no use. I play the fool In your twisted fairy tale You've barred me inside your game Locked me in this Imaginary jail. I'm not good enough. It's all because I'm not good enough. I don't do anything right It's all my fault I caused all those fights. And all those horrible things You say about me I deserve them all. Because I'm the worthless one Too stupid to see. I don't know how to be The perfect daughter. Tell me what you want Show me what you want to flaunt. I'm the root Of all you're problems. You say the only way to solve them Is to send me away And you say that I should pay For all the things I've done to you. You're spotless image I've burned through. You tell me I haven't got a clue. And you wonder why I spend all my time Alone in my room. You wonder why I don't go out. You say all I do Is sit and pout. You wonder why I hate what I am. When you say to me everyday I'm the one thing in life That you just cannot stand. You wonder why I don't tell you Anything When you never listen And say it's only grief That I bring. You say these are only pin pricks But these pin pricks they sting. You hide me Your shame. And I have no song left to sing. Late at night I lay and cry I wish I could figure out The reason Why. Why you hate me so much. Why there's this grudge you clutch. I don't know what I did Why I couldn't be the perfect kid. But this is how I am And to that I'll always stand true. I've found another window And through it; a more promising view. Michelle.